23:56 on sunday night, 4 more minutes to finish this blogger thing.

Based on that scoring rubric you gave us. To get a full points on this blogger thing. I have to have a deep thinking. Right now, my deepest thinking is, "god, please give me more time before the biology exam." So, professor Wright, if you want this poor student get into med school. Please let me spend more time on biology. tonight. If I can get into medical school, I will develop a medicine which can cure "nature death", which is the topest mortality disease in the world. Thanks, doctor Wright. lol

Right now, it's 23:15 on sunday night~Bio exam tomorrow.

I just went to the coffee bar and bought 3 shots of expresso, ready for the bio exam tomorrow. Even I spent almost all day long for reviewing biology on friday and saturday. But I'm still going to stay up all night. I know maybe you think I'm crazy. But think about it, if I get a horrible grade on that test, I will regert that I didn't stay up all night tonight. The whole weekend, the only fun thing I've done is that two hours video game on saturday night. My english is worse than almost all the biology kids in this school. They study a hour, I study  a day. They play a day, I play a hour. That's my rule of study. In america, everyone is smart, its not because they are really smart, because people say each other smart:"oh! You are so smart. I hope I can be as smart as you." When someone just failed on a exam, they would say:"I'm not a test taker." How stuipt that is!! They even don't know, on the other side of the world,  people are doing college qualification exam. college accept students depending on how good the score is. You failed on that, your dream, your friends, even your future, will say goodbye to you. Can you just say"Sorry, I'm not a test taker" to your heart-bleeding parents!? Those people which always think they are smart, they will never know how stuipd they are until the last second of their life. In my dictionary, there's no "smart" such a word. "I'm not smart at all." Its my motto, I keep this in my brain all the time.

If you are still breathing, please make every second you spend valuable. Don't wait until the last second of your life, then you feel you should work harder in the college.

A story I want to say

There was a kid, a bad kid. Middle school teachers hated him. He never worked hard, and always played with those gangster kids. Teacher was trying to call his parents, but he called his friends to kidnap that teacher’s daughter, and threatened that teacher. After that, nobody wanted to worry about that kid any more. But until that winter, everything was changed. Winter is not very cold in that city. That kid was bored, he called his friends to go to internet bar and play games. After couple hours, his friends had to leave because there was a school conflict going on and they need to deal with it. Kid didn’t want to go home. He opened the internet and started browsing some TV show. There was one show got his attention. That was a show about a weird funny doctor worked in a American hospital and deal with some unhealable illness. That kid kept watching until he fell in sleep. Next morning, that kid went back home and stand in front of the door facing his dad seriously: I want to go to America, and he wants to be a doctor. That father’s locked brows suddenly released. Couple month later, that kid came to a small little town and studied in a normal American high school. Everybody say hi to each other, everybody were just some nice to that kid. He felt his life was changing. He took almost all the AP course and work really hard. After his high school senior year, that kid got in a small college with decent medical program. Only about 15% of kids can get in to the medical school. He realized 50% of medical school required permanent residence card. One day, he went to ask his professor, how many international students in this school got into medical school in the school history. His professor stared at that kid and told him:” No international made into medical school in the school history”. That kid was shocked; he didn’t fall in sleep that night. Next morning, he went to that teacher office again and said:”I’m going to be the first one in this school then.”

         Sometimes, the reason people changed is not they want to change, is they have already changed.

  So, this is the story I’ve read so far. I’m still reading it, and I hope it will be a happy ending.

My thinking about this blogger thing

Honestly, 99% of people in is101 class write blog because they have to write blog for points.  They will put lots of fake stuff just for finish the blog and make profession happy. They made something up and tried very hard to show their deep thinking, like "after this, I learned how important time management is" "after that, I realized we can not play video game before finishing assignment." "blah blah blah". Profession think they have some deep thinking in it, and give them full points. Then they think fake deep meaning works, they can get 5 points. Then they will continuously post fake blog. The whole blogger system become to a online novel writing education. Doing that can give me a good grade of this blogger thing. But I DONT LIKE THAT. If I want to write some blog, I write something real. Nobody can write a good essay without their personal experience, even novel author need that, same as blog. I'm from china, I know how education works. We don't need to know how to manage our time, how to save money. If someone want to study. They will figure out everything by themselves. They will put study on the priority. They will use whatever sources to get a A on their assignment. If someone doesn't want to study, even telling them the best time management skill, giving them the best laptop in the world, offering them the best scholarship. They are still a bad student. Sorry about I put so many crap on this blog. I hope I didn't make you mad or anything...So this is my blog, I only talk about things I want to talk about. The next blogger I'm going to post a story. A story I want to talk about.

The first week of school

Excitement? Nervousness? Fun? Boredom? You can actually find a word to describe that feeling of your first college week..But I like that feeling. My goal is to be a doctor, everybody knows how hard it is. For a international student, its even harder. 50% medical school required green card. My chance is very very low. But I decide I'm still going to keep staying on this marathon. I will get up every times when I fall down.